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I’ve tried enough to create a new song composition this late night/early morning. But it seem so hard for me to compose such things that makes me feel so uneasy right now. It so hard for me right now to do such things like this, composing a song for an ex girlfriend debut,as a surprise. OH! and yet I’m still thinking if I will continue this foolishness of mine. Well, i’m just wishing that I’ll be invited at her bday or if ever she will invite me. Anyways, my two failed composition is all about her, but it so hard think of a good line just to describe this girl who’ve been a big part of my life. who’ve change me. Ahmm One thing that makes me hard to think about her is we no longer see each other so a long time.. But still I have those images in my mind that surely can describe her and I feel sorry for my self because I cant express it through any words. All I can do is to show what I feel when this girl comes in, I don’t know why, but I just can’t express my self right now, I can’t write those words that I’ve thinking for… ahmmm .. Maybe it’s not yet the time for me to write a song for her because I still have a month left to compose it and fill it with melodies. So there, I’m giving up!oooooooopps! just this point of time. I wont think of something about it and I’ll clear my mind, just like having my yoga meditation!..oooppps again we’re going to far, hihihi. so this is all I say right now. ahmm to view what is written on those screen shots, double click it to enlarge.